Shame on me..

For not posting in the longest time. I'm sorry.

Life has been hectic (lie) so I haven't had time to log on (lie) and create a blog post (lie). Wow, I spot three lies. Do you?

Truth be told, I didn't log on to create a blog because I've been neglecting it and putting it off. Time to start fresh though. :)

Life's been pretty good. Actually, it's been very good. Besides the fact that my dad hasn't talked to me properly in 72+ hours but we'll get through it.

I started my eigth grade classes on June 1st and I'm already 50% done with semester one in two of the classes (US History & Language Arts). I haven't started my math class yet and I'm only 14% done with semester 1 of Science 3, which doesn't seem right since I completed one module out of the three for semester one (six modules in total for entire course).

That drives me insane. I should be atleast 33.33333333333(you get the point)% done.

Now, I hate to be all depressing but I'm so sad that Michael Jackson has passed away. He is such a legend and even though he has done stupid things, he's a great man. He's got a heart of gold and he's very passionate and real.

I'm truly blessed to be alive during his life, even though his has ended shortly. This just shows that you need to live life to the fullest and enjoy every aspect of it. Love the air you breath and the ground you walk on because it may not be there tomorrow.

Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson.

Summer sucks. I literally hate it. It's too hot here, I got a sunburn, and NOBODY COMES OUTSIDE. :l

I was thinking to myself while I was in the shower that I'd love (LOVE) to do this really big community service project at the beginning of 2011. Or 2012. One of those years.

I'd like to buy lots of clothes and food and spend the entire day at a homeless shelter. I'm not being sarcastic at all. If you think I am, wow, get a heart. Or I'll share mine 'cause it's big enough for the both of us (or three, four, seven, ten.. two-hundred fourty-six).

Do something good today.

Share a smile. Crack a lame joke and laugh obnoxiously loud. Give your dog a bath. Cut your toenails. Do the dishes.

Tell someone 'I love you'.

Anyway, I guess that's it. My words of wisdom for the day.

Stalk me on http://twitter.com/jennaloulove (why is there no hyperlink option?) and send me random, creepy/awesome tweets.

Actually, I'm 100% sure no one reads this blog except Libby & Sarah. But if you love me, spread the news about my blog and I'll send you a virtual high-five. Or a hug. I'm not picky (lie).

xoxo.
Jenna

Random...

"No one can really ever relate to the way you feel. When people say "Oh, I understand how your feeling" but it's like, no one really ever understands..." - Nicholas Jerry Jonas

Bring your life to life; stop planning, start doing. - Dove chocolate wrapper

Yesterday, I thought about life.

I suddenly felt overcome with so many bad emotions like depression, anger, and sadness. I didn't understand. I always thought everything was relevant and everything came back to one thing.

Nothing ever comes back to something. Things just are.

I asked myself "What is life?"

I always thought life was experience and the chance to help others but I didn't think that was the full answer. Life isn't just that.

When I was ten, I always thought a good life would be roadtrips with best friends, the perfect, football-playing boyfriend, and being popular.

I've learned such a valuable life lesson. Life isn't who you're friends with, how much money you have, or what you possess. It's not about being beautiful or being friends with the popular people.

After hours (yes, hours) of pondering the true meaning of life, I got so frusturated that I cried. Full, blown-out. Red eyes, stuffy, runny nose; crying so hard I could hardly breathe.

Life is just life. There is no explaination. There are no answers or guides to life.

Just appreciate your family, cry when you feel like it, and do good in school. Appreciate everyone who appreciates you. If they don't appreciate you, don't waste your time. Don't give weeks, months, or even years hoping this person appreciates you.

Value yourself. Don't put yourself down.

Don't sell yourself short because the hot senior doesn't like you.

Don't lower your expectations in yourself or anyone else.

Sometimes, you can walk away. You have this idea stored in your head that they're worth it.. but no. Just walk away.

Don't regret. Don't feel like you made a mistake. Just live and do and be.

God bless you all.

Libby. Sarah.

I love you guys both. This post.. I'd like to dedicate to you guys because I know you go through a hard time.

Sarah; the guy you blog about.. he's not worth it.

Libby; same to you. And don't let your friends make you feel like your not good enough.

xo.
-jaaaay.

P.S. - Sorry this blog is all over the place. I'm just over-whelmed and I don't know how to word it so I just put the first thing that came to mind. I'll probably edit this later. Maybe, Maybe not. The best things that you ever write are the things that flow.